SOMEBODY SPECIAL

Just when i thought love didn't exist...
Somebody came a knocking on the doors of my heart...
And though afraid i was...
To open my soul to a stranger...
He entered through the cracks of my broken heart...
And healed me...
He showed me that love hurts...
But at the same time it heals...
And it is love and only love...
That can wipe the tears of pain away...
As i sit here thinking of him...
A smile lingers on my face...
The very thought of him makes my heart skip a beat...
My knees go weak...
My brains turn to mush...
I'm sure you all out there must be thinking...
Oh my God what a hypocrite she is...
Not even a complete year back was she crying over a guy...
Saying she can never love anyone but him...
And now she is having palpitations over another boy...
What a cheapskate...
But people...
Am i really that bad to search...
And find love again...
Don't i deserve another chance at happiness...
But one thing i have certainly learnt...
Is that nothing is forever...
We just got to take life as it shoots towards us...
And live oneday at a time...
Coz nothing matters more that this very moment we are living and breathing...
Well as for this somebody...
How do i describe him...
He is cute...
Really really handsome...
One of the dudes in my college...
All the girls' common crush...
A complete sweetheart...
Honest...
Caring...
Humourous...
Frank...
A great friend...
And above all a great person...
Well he is not such an angel also as i'm making him sound to be...
He has his set of flaws...
But the thing that keeps me attached to him...
Is the fact that he genuinely cares about me...
We fight...
We make up...
We argue...
We give each other love...
It's all a part and parcel of the relationship i've entered into with him...
Sometimes he can act like such a baby...
Sulky and stubborn...
And at times he just bosses me around...
Making me dance to his tunes...
But in the end i always go back to him...
For love...
For comfort...
For joy...
For pleasure...
And pain...
Coz he loves me...
Not in the past...
Don't know about the future...
But in the present...
He loves me...
Right at this moment...
Right now...
And as long as this love lasts...
I will love him too...
My SPECIAL SOMEBODY...
P_ _ _ _ _ ...
My baby...