HELL HATH NO FURY.....
16th May,2006
Exactly 1 year,7 months,28 days,17 hours and 15 minutes
after we got together......
He walked out of my life forever....
Shattering my heart...
Leaving tears rolling down my cheeks
And a question of why lingering on my lips...
The guy i had loved had at last broken all ties,
Leaving a gaping hole in my soul....
The reliasation that it was over...
The reliasation that he loved me no more...
HURT....
The hurt was like a physical pain ripping through me,
The hurt of knowing that maybe he had never loved me,
The hurt of knowing that he had treated my love like an everyday commodity,
The hurt of knowing that he had lied to me,
The hurt of knowing that he had cheated on me,
The hurt Hurt......
It hurt like never before,
It hurt like a pain i never knew could exist...
All that i could think was why???
Why did you leave me?
Why did you cheat on me?
Why lie to me?
Where did my love fall short?
Where did i go wrong?
Was it me or was it you who went wrong?
When and where did our paths fork to go in different directions?
Was it only me...Did i fail to see the signs?
I knew that there was something amiss since the last few months...
But you cheating......
Oh my God...
I couldn't have even in my wildest dreams thought that you could cheat on me,
I mean hey you falling for another girl i can bear...
But why would you not tell me that?
I would have found out anyways...
I wish i had found out from you than from others...
God it hurts to know that you didn't tell me.
The question here is not why you left me,
But why did you lie to me?
Why didn't you just come and tell me about "HER"?
I agree i would be hurt,who won't when they get to know that the person they love does not love them...
But believe me...
I loved you so much...
I would have let you go...
If you were not happy with me,i wouldn't have forced you to stay...
Love cannot be bought,it has to be won...
If you were happy with someone else i would be happy for you...
Know why??
Because i loved you _ _ _ _ _ _
And it would this love of mine that would have set you free,
That would have tried to find my happiness in your happiness...
Even if your happiness lay with some other not me...
But today all i feel for you is pain...
And hurt...
Hurt that you didn't trust me enough..
Hurt that you didn't realise the extent of my love for you..
All i can say is _ _ _ _ _ _,
"I LOVED YOU A LOT"
I loved you so much that i would have smilingly given up my live for you,
But now that you have pushed me so far away,
All that is left to say is GOODBYE...
I'm sorry we had to end this way...
Only if you had told me,
You would have lost just a girlfriend,
But not her love,not her respect...
But today by breaking my trust...
You have not only lost my love...
But you have also lost a friend,
A friend who would have stuck by you through thick and thin,
Today all that is left between us
are memories...
Memories scarred by your betrayal...
All that is left are two words...
GOODBYE FOREVER...
_ _ _ _ _ _ my love,my life...
The keeper of my soul,
The sword that tore me and my world apart.